i really [censored] hate it. i hate the way i'm feeling right now. i hate that i haven't seen my kids since saturday and i won't see them until sunday. i hate that i'm missing taking them to the county fair. something i've done every single [censored] year since they were babies. something i've done with or without stbx...many times he wouldn't go with us. and now he's taking them. i [censored] hate this and i [censored] hate him.
-------------------- What you reap is what you sow and so it goes...
I'm so sorry. Try to make the best of it. Plan to take them somewhere when you get them back. I know it won't be the same-but maybe make you can find something or somewhere to go that you can repeat each year like you did the fair.
Take care.
-------------------- Message for my ex "I think you know by now, I'm not the person I used to be"
There is a lot going on this weekend. Try and volonteer for something if you can't find someone to do something with. Do something to get your mind off of things.