that I didnt wanna do it anymore and I want to leave. he is really down and sad and said he didnt realize that he was that horrible to me and wants to try to work it out but I'm already set in what I want. After submitting myself to abuse for a couple years Im burned. It feels like I dont have much feelings for him. I mean I care about and have love for him but I just dont wanna be with him anymore and he can understand why i dunno.