excuse me , gotta laugh and joke to keep from falling apart, truly scared deep down but i'll start with the abuse shelter that got me shelter once. as a matter of fact i'll call them by friday (gotta get sleep in the am and then to the doctor, then spend time with the kids and cook and clean) but i'll start there ,they were very helpful , i just went into denial and refused to accept that i'd become a statistic,(plus i was embarrassed to say itook him back)so i tried to pretend evrything was normal , never followed up or called back or went to a meeting. thank you for the input.