Sue - when are you going to feel sorry for yourself. You were violently attacked.

My statements to the court and my lawyer turned people's stomachs - nobody believed what I thought was normal.

You need to press charges. Now. Not only for you, but your children. How do you think your son will feel if he knows that his daddy hurt you and no one did anything.

Do this - ask yourself what you would do if your son had been in the room with you and watched? What would you have done if your attacker had been your neighbor? You need to get to a domestic violence hotline and they will get you and advocate to help you.

Please get help now. You have already done the hardest thing - you admitted it out loud and on paper.