I understand your fear and it is normal. I just filed for a divorce recently as well and I sometimes feel a lot of fear of the future. My husband has threatened everything from moving out of state with my child to leaving me penniless. YOU ARE STRONGER than you think. I do not have family here and feel very alone in this sometimes, so I could use the support from this forum as well. If you have been in a horrible, abusive marriage (which really ISN'T AT ALL a marriage), then you have done the right thing by leaving. You will become stronger and stronger every day. You will have some setbacks here and there, but this is normal. Just keep your focus on your goal to better your life, and you will be ok.