twinmom Keep the faith,my girlfriend was married to an abusive alcoholic who cared nothing but himself,she fell into the trap of covering up for him every time he verbally physically sexually abused her.Do not go there,This is not your fault.Any man that raises his hand to a woman should be locked up and punished,thats it end of story.You did nothing wrong.Do not stay get out and take care of you and your kids.You will be a better person,mother and woman for that.
God bless things will work out