[quote]You asked for constructive advice.

All wisecracks aside, here is some constructive advice:

Take a look at how you feel about yourself. Take a look at how you feel about your life. The way you feel isn't always the fault of other people. Sometimes the fault is within you if you're prepared to/want to/have the guts to acknoweldge it and do something about it.

You seem very angry with your life and the people around you. You lash out at all of us. Maybe some things deserve to be lashed out at. But most people manage to control that urge, you don't right now.

The best thing you could do for yourself is think very, very seriously about what's really eating you.

You need someone to help you get out of the rut you are in and I honestly think it's someone who can help you with Anger Management, Grief Counselling, maybe one, maybe both, maybe more.

But you could seriously improve your life and your outlook on life if you're prepared to take a long hard look at yourself and do something to help yourself.

The fact is, everyone going through a bad relationship does and has. Most people who go through a bad relationship figure out what they did to contribute to it.

Get some help, for your sake, as opposed to acknowledging anything I have to say.

Long after you've finished thinking of and saying all the shitty things you'll want to say in return to this post, I hope you'll come back to read this 'constructive advice' and maybe act on some of it. [/quote]

There is absolutely nothing wrong in anything I have said. But your reaction is predictable. I hope you do think about the above post at some stage. It is good advice and well-intended.