My Wife who filed for divorce has been addicted to anti-depressants for the better part of 8 years. 3 times in our marriage she came after me and I had to hold her from hitting me --I do not hit females. Several times she told me she wishes I was dead and that if it were not for her "Meds" I'd would have been a dead man a long time ago..

What really hurt is that she filed a TRO towards stating unless restrained, I'd do that to her. Fact it I have never even used the F word with her as I respect her. I was also one hit by my Mother-in-law at her home in front of her husband and my kids. My ear rang for days...

She's spent us into a black hole so now I sleep in our room with by myself with the dead bolt locked...

What to do... and I'm not a wimp --I'm 6' 3"..