It was the most scarriest part of my life...leaving....did'nt know what I was going to do....but
this was not living....abuse is the most cruel form of haterd for a person to have to take...especially when you where unaware of the reason...because there is no reason....the heartbreak of finally seeing the person you willingly chose...become who he really is...the most horrible feeling....and knowing that there is nothing you can do or become to make them change...is sometimes unbearable.

Staying is not an opition....nothing will ever be the same...Never be afraid...the fear is in staying...not leaving....I would rather live in the street...than stay in a loveless..hurtful...abusive marriage... I am a human being...a child of God ...and I deserve better...