[quote] You may be right. Maybe I feel like I've made so many bad decisions in the past that lead up to this event that I'm going to screw up and lose whatever I have left that remains. [/quote]

Ach. You've got to flush crap like that right outta your brain. Grab yourself by the sack and drag yourself outta this. Listen.....

Listen to Mr. Pat and gigi for good, solid, sound advice as to how to not ruin the rest of your life. They saved me.

Listen to me if you need a good laugh and ALSO the realization that I was every bit as much of a mess as you are now.

Listen to Motor-Head if.....if.....you wanna go out for pizza or somethin'.