ARG!!! OK -- I am not going to go into all the details right now. I am kind of "on the LEDGE" (not edge -- LEDGE) on this right now. I have not been this consumed with anger in a long time.

My ex. and step mom have been staying in contact. I guess they are going to be getting together for lunch soon.

I made it very clear to my step mom -- I AM NOT A TOPIC. I made it very clear how I feel about my ex (although I only wish her well, I NEVER want to see her again. I still hold a lot of anger, I want her to move on with her life away from me and mine). I think she got the point.

I fear my ex. is pulling her wounded dove routine. That lovely depressed manipulation that she does so well.

ARG@@@ She FRAKKING left me! Yet she still keeps crawling into the cracks of the foundations of my life. Just when I feel like I make a nice leap forward (last night I flirted a little) HERE SHE FRICKIN come!