Very PainedPatty, sorry you are feeling this way. I was
in your same shoes this time last year. It hurts beyond
belief but honey you will get through it. It took me a
very long time but I am finally seeing light at the
end of the tunnel and you will too.

I am so glad that you came here instead of calling him.
NO CONTACT is crucial.

Patty, we are all here for you.