Ohmigosh! You're talking to the right person about the fear stage - it should be in the cycle!

There is nothing worse than that bit - deep gnawing fear! It's the stuff that gives you panic attacks when you realise you might be alone for the rest of your life! My solution to that was back to back DVD series. I watched them all night long so that I didn't have to feel the fear 24/7.

I had that for months. And now I don't feel that fear anymore...my life has moved on again. I still get the anger and the rage - it comes back to me much more frequently than anything else - but everyone is different and that's my thing I guess.

You'll be okay Patty because you're strong. Just keep working through the stages f it all.

Good luck - thinking of you.