sometimes i think that its fear and anger that are mistaken for saddness and longing at what 'should have been'.

i avoid contact like the plague.
i stay in the house, in the car, in the yard.
i pass the phone to the kids.
i avoid contact.

i do not yell.
i do not fight.
i do not respond.

but when my emotions make me THINK im sad...when really im worried about the future i tend to waffle a bit.

i think i get anger mixed up with sorrow.
i think i get fear mixed up with the 'why' questions.

i AM the no contact Queen...and i know that when i fight the contact and come out the winner.

i fought a recent battle within myself and won.
i am, today, Victorious.

taryn...self appointed Queen of No Contact...