Something isn't right here, Samsmom. You've forgiven your former best friend that your husband is having an affair with. Your sleeping with said husband, who apparently has no immediate plans to leave the marital home. (I mean, why should he, really? Sounds like he can 'have it all). Now there is a chance you may be preggers??

My advice is going to sound blunt, but get some counseling scheduled immediately. This husband of yours should be escorted off you property (by the Deputy Sheriff, if necessary) and you should have no contact with the other woman (She is the other woman, you know, she's not your best friend. She's a poser).

You are going to need to get yourself back on the right path. Please, your son is going to need you to be one strong, righteous woman.