[quote]tired,

Thank you.
I have been trying to say "buhbye" for almost 10 months, but my hands have been tied.
These past 2 days have really screwed with my head. I truly believe I was placed upon this earth to be a good Dad and good Husband. Everything else in my life has always been lower on my priority scale.
Still think I'm a good Dad.

Just really lacking the companionship of a funny, caring lady.

Thanks for your post. Hope things get better for you. [/quote]

Do you love your kids? Would you do anything for them? Would you protect them to the best of your ability? Would you allow them to grow, maybe make a mistake along the way, but keep an eye on them and let them know how abd when, etc...?

Guess what? YOU ARE A GOOD DAD!!

As far as the husband thing goes, there are many variables and maybe not worth reliving them. Your call. Hoowever if you truly believe you gave it your best, that's good enough in my book. At least you put it out there!