Sorry to hear that PP. Sometimes when you think you can count on family you only find yourself disappointed. I guess I can't say much. If my parents called for help (granted, 1800 miles away), I don't know if I'd be there, but that's always been a strained relationship. I don't know what to tell you but be proud of what you've done and don't forget to keep doing nice things for yourself. The days will get better.