As much as you are hurting now, when you heal, once again from this, at least you will not ask the "What If" question.

You still loved him and thought he had seen the error of his ways. Instead he was just playing you until the he could reclaim the b*tch back in his life.

Lesson learned Ems is, trust your initial instincts and don't let some fast talking, a$$hole put blinders on you and lead you around. This is true whether it is the ex or some new guy. You have to protect your heart, because there are people out there that won't give a moments hestitation to stomping on it.

I am so sorry you are hurting right now. I wish you happier and more peaceful days soon. Someday a wonderful man who knows the value of a good woman will find his way into your life.