You know, I've had anger and resentment towards my ex for some time now. Makes it a lot easier to get over her but I don't care for the person I am. I don't like being this angery. I don't really want to be friends with her either but it's getting to be that I can't stand to talk to her, to be in the room with her, etc. That would be fine if we didn't have a daughter together. Yesterday I finally saw pictures of her and 'Jason' online. Yuck.......like Catherine says. They'll make each other very happy for a very short time. Believe me, I don't want her back. Even the strangers I've been dating have treated me better than she did.
Anyway, I'm seeing a counselor. I feel like my individual therapy is reaching an end and I'm wondering if I should talk to her and see if she would go to counseling with me so that we can move beyond the resentment and such in order to be more civil and to be better parents. I'd talk to her personally about my issues with her but like I said, I'm angry so it's probably not the best idea to talk with her directly about some of that stuff.
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