I'm pretty sure she knows it isn't fine, especially since I called her a selfish [censored] when I found out 'Jason' spent the night while our daughter was in the house. She knows I'm angry and she's still completely shut off. Maybe it doesn't bother her but I'm pretty sure she'd rather things were different. Believe me, I could assure her in no certain terms that I would never take her back if she thinks the counseling would be for that purpose.

I don't meet with my counselor for another few weeks. I may ask her what she things about the idea. I know my therapist mentioned something along that line when I met with her the first time.