Bonfire scheduled for Friday night...my daughter has to be there...it will be in the "NO CONTACT" courtyard. All are invited (BYOP..."Bring Your Own Pee).

I have not, nor do I intend to, read any of the cards or letters within which I spilled out my heart and soul...I started to read one of the flower cards the night they "appeared" and I felt like an A-Hole.

I placed my heart upon a chopping block with faith and loyalty, only to find out I was married to a heartless, feelingless "Butcher". (If a true "Butcher" is reading this, no harm intended...you get my analogy).

Anyhoo, bonfire ready to go Friday...I feel like such an ass for leaving myself so vulnerable to such an uncaring, unfeeling "thing" that I thought was my "partner" for life!!

Live and learn.

NO F-ING CONTACT!!! NO F-ING WAY!!!

PLEASE GOD, help me make this end. Enough is enough!!!!!

Bonfire Friday night...I think it will be outstanding to get rid of my heartfelt thoughts upon which I received SHIT!!!!!!!!!! (Sorry...little venting here).

I TOAST TO "NO CONTACT" and our Queen taryn.