Hi lost and welcome.

So sorry you have found your way into our forum.

Firstly, you need to start looking out for yourself. Remember, you are number 1. What she wants no longer counts or applies.

Secondly, Living together while filing for divorce, does not always work out. It is very difficult to live in the same home and you will be prone to flare ups if you continue.

Third, If you need medication for depression, do not hesitate to go to a doctor and ask for some.

Heidi