Finally we both went to our attorney's and I thought with what my husband makes, the life style we lived, my Fibromylagia and Bioplar both very well controlled I'm super responsible with meds. and I'm even eager to help ladies look 10-20 yrs younger with botox and fillers. these two diagnoses could be because of him because it all started 4 years ago when he emotionally made me get a abortion. I walked out and said I can't do it..He pressured me and then is was too late for pills, I has to do a physcial one.. 10 days later I made a suicidal gester ( wine & valium) Through it up..didn't want to die wanted the pain to go away..In Psych ward x 10days I had the time, the house, the money to take care of another child. As a doctor he was concerned about my age and pain meds I was taking for dental work and then he pours me wine to calm me down. He was angry that I wasn't trusting of his advise. So I got him off my back and with not a clear head I did it with so much regret..Since then our relationship has been down the tubes. Post partum was real bad and that when they discovered by bypolar (my brother committed suicide age 25 because he was bipolar..It in the family. I am controlled butI do have cycles especially when ultra stressed.. The lawyers were sympathic and I don't want to play the sick card. But It's sounds like I won't have my husbands support for my new business and it will take longer than expected. He makes 300,000.00++ per year And it seems I'n not getting no 2/3'rds. Once I make my own money I don't want his. I want to make sure my daughter is taken care of..I'm very well read in the nursing field especially psychology and medications for all types of aliments. anyway sorry to bust your evening.. I'm in a BP moment . I will explain more..I want you all to have a nice evening...I thought I would a decent life a head it sounds worse..I don't want to stay married for the money ..I may end up doing suicide if we stay.. Have a great weekend. I'll update later..Gigi you've been a Saint...Please don't beat me up now..I don't think I can take anymore bad news ..How about tomorrow..:)