I just wanted you to know that I'm here and I'm listening. My daughter is going through the same things. Yesterday was another day in hell and I can't even bring myself to write about it anymore. Beyond loving her and trying to keep her from destroying herself, I don't have a clue what to do anymore. I'm exhausted. I'd like to say some things to lift you up out of this but all I can do is say I hear you and I know what you are going through. Take care.