i keep reading all this biotch stuff
and decided i should give this a go.
so i ordered that book all of you are talking about.

my problem is im not good at being a biotch at the right time and place.

and, saddly, deep down, i think i might be WAY to nice and care WAY to much about someone that i care about so i dont know HOW to be boitchy.

and when i AM biotchy its either at the wrong time,
the wrong person, or im really sorry afterwards.

i really want to learn this stuff.

i was overly doormattish in my marriage,
while i was crabby at times it was because i was sick
of the rude treatment. as soon as he was nice for five minutes i was all bending over backwards.
i was far to needy and dependant.
what a looser!

i want to be an independant biotch. :)

i hope the book comes soon.
so i can figure out how all this works.
i KNOW i can do this!

i want to start learning and practicing.

;)