Thanks for your response. You're right. My sense of comfort and security are gone. I'm looking for that feeling again but can't find it anywhere. I keep thinking that I should go back, but my logical side reminds me of the rift between us, the silence, our incompatibility. So I don't. Hoping that I'll move on. So frustrating. It's a battle between logic and emotion. I'm very attached to her. But still, I know, deep down, we were a terrible match.