You were 15... what did you know? ALL of us, if we had been able to commit at age 15 to the first person who flipped our switches, would have... for about 10 minutes until our fickle little teen hearts would have flipped the off switch & made us shop around.

You didn't make a mistake with the information you had at the time you had it and the time you made the decision. You made the SAME decision that any OTHER 15 year old in love would have made! Don't beat yourself up on THAT issue... figure out how to get through the pain of the first breakup at age 32! It's got to be tough since you have zero experience in handling it.