yeah.
so. upon further reflection and too close encounter,
i really dont think i can do this anyhow.

i hope i grow up and can,
but for now i think so 'white trash' everytime
i see this chick's kids that i dont see trying
to explain why one of the kids shouldnt have chocolate to this woman or mentioning any trival kid stuff.

im going to just write notes and deal with it that way.

i think...

OR..ill try and grow up and rise above...maybe by easter...