I'm just in a mood tonight...

LONELY!! I really miss having someone at home with me at night. I reflect back on those "tender" moments that my ex had. You know the ones...where when they are holding you everything just feels so right. At that time I would have NEVER thought I'd be where I am now. He use to be the sweetest when it came to those moments. Then he just changed...heck maybe I changed. But I know we both changed and I just couldn't get it back. After the cheating, it was done and there was no going back ever. I just really miss having someone to go to bed with, snuggle with, talk with, tell my daily happenings too.

Guess I'm just having a mix of emotions right now. For the most part I do well...tonight is just a little hard on me. I guess I just feel like I will be alone forever...why haven't I met someone. Not that I want a full blow relationship but just someone to find comfort in, you know?

Well that was just my little rant for the night...feel a little better now. Hope everyone else is having a better night:)

Jenn