Jenn,
I know how you feel,it takes time.I just went through a divorce & I hate coming home to no one so your not alone but remember in time you will find love again.I am trying to find that special person myself & in time I think I will.Cheer up & think positive and most importantly SMILE & don't make yourself feel worse.Just think you can start a new life & I believe in happy endings & most importantly so should YOU.
Regards :)