A few months ago I felt the same way. Hated sleeping alone, watching tv alone, etc. I don't even realize it anymore. I don't watch much tv anymore. The bed has gotten to be just a place I go when I'm tired and it's time to go to sleep. I hang out with friends, I spend time with my daughter, I go out on dates, etc. I really don't feel lonely. I'm ok with things. Really, the only thing I catch myself thinking about is how I'm more like the person I used to be and less like the person that was married. It's good to be me. :)