I am alone most of the time, especially on weekends. But I rerely get lonely. I plan things to do, not just to keep busy, but to have fun. I think this coming weekend I will be going on a camping trip. It will be just me and my dog. and a good time.

I'll admit it was nice to share my life with, but not her. She was cold and selfish. If our cuddly moments were not on her terms, then they didn't happen at all. I was constantly pushed away when I tried to hug her. So I don't actually miss it.