I understand what you are saying. My point is what an attorney will do, if you say you don't get therapy because it is your ex's fault. Attorneys ask close ended, yes/no questions, that make it difficult to give an explanation.

The bottom line is you want some therapy, but either don't have anyone to watch your child (no support system), or aren't familier with daycare. The responsibilty does fall 100% upon you. And, an attorney will make a fool of you if you finger point to someone else for your appointments, EVEN if he is indirectly a contributing factor. What you need to do is set up an appointment with someone else watching the child. Some places provide daycare while you are there. Have you looked into it?