i really [censored] hate it. i hate the way i'm feeling right now. i hate that i haven't seen my kids since saturday and i won't see them until sunday. i hate that i'm missing taking them to the county fair. something i've done every single [censored] year since they were babies. something i've done with or without stbx...many times he wouldn't go with us. and now he's taking them. i [censored] hate this and i [censored] hate him.