Well after what you all have told me, and doing some research, I guess I need to start with the Department of Human Services. So I guess Tuesday that will be the first thing I go do.

And to answer the questions that were asked, we rent our house, and we have a car, but it's in both of our names, and I don't have any credit card money available and my kids are 5 and 3. So anyway, today has sort of gotten better for me. I just have come to the conclusion that life just sucks sometimes, but at some point I will be able to look back on all of this and realize that it made me a stronger person. I know I have a long tough road ahead of me, but it helps hearing from others who have gone through this too! Thanks guys for your help!