I saw the lawyer today...everything can be done and over in a couple of months if he agrees to everything...I didn't file yet..I'm hoping to see a counselor to get my head together first. So why do I feel so horrible. I've been crying all day and I can't eat...my daughter wants to know what is wrong and I can't tell her. I told my 19 year old and he is very supportive but is very worried about his dad and thinks maybe he's having a mental breakdown. I HATE THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!