I'm doing better right now. I saw a counselor yesterday...she thinks that since I'm not interested in dating that I should take the 2 more years that he will be in Korea and sock away some money. If I stay for at least 2 more years, we will reach his 20year mark and I can have medical even after the divorce also. I just don't know if I want to waste another 2 years of my life. I've already given over half of my life to this man and for what.