First of all, i'm sorry for what you are going through. It is a very difficult situation to deal with. I myself am going through a complicated divorce process. I know you are feeling very emotionally drained contemplating your options, especially since you are currently a housewife. As for you husband, It's time to let him go despite how much you still care for him and love him. A man who blatantly cheats, looks at other women, or even keeps in contact with past relationships obviously lacks love, or even respect for you. You must think what's best for you and what your future will be if you stay in this relationship. If you want we can share information offline because I am going through some things as well and maybe you can answer some of my questions. Thanks.