I'm in NC too, but in the triangle area. I do not know of any councellors. But I just wanted to give you a big ole hug. Find a direction in life. Be it a puppy or hobby. I had my son to focus on and that got me through. Now that things have settled, I find I am alone on the weekends. (all the kids are at their other parents and my hubby is in retail so he works every weekend) I find myself falling into a depression with nothing to do. I stay in my jamas and veg out... which every once in awhile is not a bad thing... I was doing it too often. I am now on volunteer lists for a local children's hospital. I get my kid fix and have a chance to make a difference to somebody who just needs a smile. Find your way of helping somebody worse off than you are and they will help you get out of your funk.