That obviuose huh? yes I am the awful, Ivan the terrible, attila the hun Stepdad. Thanks for the reply.
Maybe I am still angry at the lack of relationship with my Bio kids (16/18) that spills over into this marriage. TheSD is a good kid doesnt run around gets good grades no drugs.Seems like an angel, but its the smart mouth and back talk that gets my goat.And the pure lazyness, lake of caring. Like I Said its getting pretty bad and i really dont know how much longer i can live this way. Its asking me to give up on all the things I beieve in. Man loses his Soul?