nar, that makes twice you have really lifted my spirits. I hope you get this. You guys are the greatest and it seems that I really am normal after you all get done with me. haha I read everyday on here but I don't post all the time because alot of the time, I think that I'm nuts and noone would understand it but I'm starting to see a trend that most of the ppl on here have experienced what I have or are feeling the same feeling that I am. It helps to know that I'm not alone and that you all will help me pick myself up again after I fell down AGAIN. lol