I appreciate your response. I feel I cannot raise my children by myself since I will be starting all over again. I stayed home, I can't drive, I have nothing in this marriage. I have no family and friends in this state. I'm really solo on this. I planned to relocate to another state where I have a friend, get a job and start a new life but I still want to see my children. To me, my children will be in the best welfare if they stay with their father here. I have to admit that.