You need your family now....you said you plan on moving back...family and friends need to help in this process.... you have a 2 1/2 yr.old...you have to think of what is best for your child....go back to counselor and find out how to get the help you need..I know they have resources and if they don't they can recommend somewhere that does....if you husband throws you out you can go to a womans shelter look on line for the shelter near you and call them for help in your present situation..Sounds like he is controling...mine was too