Thanks! I have made my mind up not to talk about it at all! Not one word this weekend. I know that is the only way to get this behind us. I know what he did, I know all the gruesome little details because he has answered every question I have asked with brutal honesty. (I'm sure I don't know everything but I know enough!)

This situation has made me say and do things I never thought I was capable of - I can only hope that this weekend is the start of finding the old me / us again.