WhatNext
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Reged: 10/11/06
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[quote]JFC was it ever hot in the plant last Friday. I don't know how the shop employees can stand it. I COULD just sit here at my desk and do nothing, but on those really hot days, I feel somewhat "obligated" to go out into the plant and see how everybody is doing.
A bunch of the guys were going to seek out "an air-conditioned gin mill" after work and get all tanked up. I decided to go home instead. I sucked a couple of beers by myself, then took a shower by myself, then sat around and watched the Packer game by myself. After the game was over I went outside and smoked a cigar by myself. Then I went to bed by myself.
I got up early on Saturday and did all my laundry. I drank a whole pot of coffee by myself, then went to the library by myself, to do some research. Then I figured WTF I'll try the new Chinese joint in the neighborhood and had lunch with myself. The Moo-Shu was terrible. It was so salty I could barely eat it. Then I went grocery shopping by myself, went home and hot-damn-diggitty, the Brewer game was on teevee. So I watched that by myself. Then I got kinda hammered up by myself and smoked another cigar (actually two cigars) by myself. Then I went to bed by myself.
I slept off my drunk Sunday morning and had some sex with myself, then I went booze shopping by myself. (Couldn't bear the thought of being sober all Sunday afternoon by myself.) Figured I might as well wash and wax my truck by myself, then I did some minor work on my house by myself. It was kind of hot in the sun so I took a break and made a meal for myself, and ate it with myself. Then I watched another baseball game by myself and then went outside and smoked another cigar by myself. Then I went to bed by myself and couldn't sleep for shit. I've been up with myself since 1:00AM. I'm tired already and it's only 9:30AM.
I don't even know why I post this stuff anymore.
Life after divorce SUCKS. [/quote]
......Dude.......find a new chick, there are millions of them out there and I bet you will start to feel better in no time.
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abbysfv
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Reged: 02/13/08
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Loc: LA, CA
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HK, I tend to isolate when I'm depressed too. I think it's ok to do that sometimes just make sure you also make some effort to be social sometimes too. Do you have some friends to see movies with or go out to eat?
-------------------- My subconscious is smarter.
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taryn
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Reged: 05/31/07
Posts: 2460
Loc: standing on the mountaintop! :...
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if it helps...i was WITH people a bit this weekend, and i was STILL by MYSELF.
here's a porkchop toast to surviving a weekend of being being by yourself with a whole bunch of us who were by ourselves too.
and yes....LAD....sukks....
-------------------- taryn.
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mfergel
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Reged: 02/11/08
Posts: 1467
Loc: Richmond, VA
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I don't know. Sometimes I feel alone when I wake up or go to bed but I don't really feel alone anymore otherwise. I have lots of new and old friends and can usually find something to keep me busy. I do things spur of the moment sometimes, like a coworker with the same schedule as mine called me one afternoon, said lets do lunch....we did. We hopped in his plain, flew to a small town about 90 miles away, had lunch and flew back. :-) Tomorrow, I might go buy a used jet ski, take it to the lake and have some fun.
-------------------- Damn it's good to laugh again.
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GuinnessGirl
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Reged: 06/01/07
Posts: 355
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[quote]*gag* [/quote]
I don't know, HK...I think this is a cover. I think you actually do want to date again, you're just letting your fear rule you. Nothing much to be gained from that, now is there?
Nothing ventured, nothing gained.
-------------------- We cannot direct the wind, but we can adjust the sails -Bertha Calloway
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