Well it's Father's Day and my husband did come over Thursday evening to get stuff. He cleaned out the house as I thought he would. He even went to the extent of lieing to me about his stepfather having surgery to not be at the ultrasound for our child. He was actually going to buy a new truck. He keeps telling me that he loves me but I'm done with it all. I'm emotionally drained and beat down. I found out yesterday that one of our mutual friends hooked him up with a girl. Looking through the phone records he has been talking to this girl all night and day since thursday. It just makes me sick. Should I be mad at him for this? Is he wrong to turn to another woman while he's still married? How can a person hurt someone so bad and still feel good about themself. I love him so much but I hate him at the same time. I've slipped into a deep depression. I just feel like my life has fallen apart and I feel terrible for my child. I don't know what's going to happen out of all of this. He keeps telling me it's not my ball game anymore and that in the end of the divorce he's gonna get everything he wants. He even threatened yesterday to take my car away. Isn't it enough he left me to sleep on the floor. I don't know what's going to happen in the divorce I wish I did. He keeps dodging his attorney like he's trying to run away from it. I just want it to be over so I can get over the hurt. Not sure how I'm going to do it but I'll try.
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