The thought of him cheating has crossed my mind so many times, but he insists that he does not. What's more confusing is this: he told me he will take it slow (the divorce process) and wait for me to tell him when I'm ready for the next step. Last week I told him I am ready to sleep in separate rooms, but every night he still comes to the same bed. It's like he doesn't understand what a divorce really is. He keeps saying he wants to remain friends, and he even started talking about getting back together in the future (ie in a few years after he has time to himself). It is so confusing, and is so hard.