Do you ever think "Whoa. It must really suck to be with someone so soon after the divorce."?
What I mean by this is that 1 year post-d I, am in a crazy kind of place. I flit about like a hummingbird, not knowing how I feel about whom on what day. I date and date, and then get sick of dating. I'm not a safe nor smart choice.
Then, I think of my ex and others who are now married to or living with their affair or 1st post-d relationship, and I think "Yuk. That can't be good." The fallout from divorce almost guarantees we're going to go through a huge gamut of emotions. Not a solid foundation on which to build a relationship.
I just woke up feeling very lucky I am alone after 2 years post-sep. Like it's a big accomplishment I'm not hooked up. I never thought I'd say that.
I wonder when (if?) I'm going to feel normal or reach equilibrium.
-------------------- The sweetest thing you'll ever see in the whole wide world is a happy girl.
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