I do appreciates the efforts but i'm not moving out of my house, much less the state. But thanks for trying!
---- she has been told she has soft tissue injury, fibro and rsd. Nothing is provable but she is on SSD but not SSI because i make money of course. I guess she will get SSI if we are divorced though and that decreases alimony from what i've understood.
Her smoking is really killing me lately and as i feel enough guilt about things, her continual smoking lessens it. Every doctor has said a smoking diabetic has no chance at healing unless they stop smoking. So i figure if she doesnt care about her health, my health, our cats health, why should i worry about trying to get her help when i did for the past 7 years? She wants to start a new round of doctors and i'm fed up enough that i'm gonna say that i dont think it's productive, since it hasnt been in the past, she still smokes and i'm tired of sitting in 2 hour appts and listening to all that crap. Also i'm quite tired of the continual moaning etc at home. I guess it's a feeling of helplessness but i cant deal anymore. Plus i do all the housework and im tired of being (as someone else put it) a slave with no chance for a return of anything. It's all one way here.
-------------------- call me WWIL...PA resident 39 year old , married 11 years, together 12...splitting in 13th year.
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