Divorce Support Forums: PAIN

my husband is 6'8" and about 290 lbs. He is an aweful person. He abuses everyone around him, even his own friends. His drug habit makes things 1000 times worse. He has beaten on my mother and myslef. He has attacked his own friends and the blames me for them not wanting to hang out with him. He has taken the best years of my life. When he had an affair with the [censored] across the street he moved out for two months and I got a RO. I knoew it was too soon but I dated 2 diff guys~ WOW what a world of difference between what I have been putting up with and what I should have in my life. Sometimes I think God is punishing me for something. There are no positive things in my life other than my Mom and Son who live with me. I am desperate for relief. I want out but I cannot start that game again of cat and mouse. He is the kind of guy who will smash everything in the house if he thinks I am going to leave him. He has already "beaten" up the garage. He threatend to take a bat to my car so I called the police, they asked if his name was on the title, when he said yes they said there was nothing they could do. WTF? Sorry for ranting....I just really need professinal help.

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